I find myself in a difficult position at the moment and it always helps to communicate so here I go.

There’s a lot that’s happening right now that’s heart-breaking. The Hope Chest has paid the rents for several people or couples who stood in danger of being evicted. It has helped people to put food on the table and pay for utilities and propane that was running out.

I have Ellie’s permission to tell you that she’s feeding five mouths (1) on a social-security cheque, after being knocked for a loop to pay for a hospital visit.  (I especially regret this because hospital visits are free in Canada. But then “universal medicare” such as we have here is a socialist plot to rob the rich and support the undeserving poor, isn’t it?).  I’ve sent her money personally. Others are and the Hope Chest just did.

Alex Collier who inspired so many of us years ago is living in a pup tent in the middle of winter — and he ain’t occupying anything. He also has his family to support.  I receive email and other messages constantly detailing the dire position that people are in. It’s all just plain heartbreaking. I’m in tears as I write this.

There’s a lot that’s also happening that’s challenging. People are at different places with all kinds of events that are (or perhaps “aren’t” would be a better word) happening right now. Disclosure, Ascension, NESARA — so many people seem agitated and are voicing grievances against the Company of Light. And the Company of Light, in the shape of Wanderer of the Skies, just pushed back this week. It’s all so saddening.

I find myself in disagreement with some lightworkers. I think we swallow a lot of Illuminati propaganda and the bilge they publish about President Obama is a really obvious example of that. I personally believe that if we see a lie repeated often enough we allow it to affect us and determine our outlook.  I have called this the “lightworker lemming” syndrome.  We often operate as a herd and often without a great deal of judgment. And then we get annoyed when others don’t join us in condemning what we’re attacking.

We can also be fairly judgmental and call it “lightwork.”  There is a brand of “lightwork” that consists of simply namecalling. I remember leaving an anti-neocon discussion group because it was largely that. The members master a vocabulary that includes words like “fascist,” “nazi,” and so on and then away they go. I’m not much attracted to that personally.

Blossom’s recent request to be released as a channel brought up a great deal of judgmentalness among lightworkers. How is this lightwork? I don’t consider it to be.

Or we pile on each other because we have different points of view.  Alex Collier disagrees with me so I should tar and feather him. Again not lightwork as far as I’m concerned. Granted that we have to discriminate, we don’t have to destroy each other.

I’ve taken a stand on myself. At first I felt enrolled in the general upset. But that doesn’t do anyone any good. I’ve been criticized for being blindly accepting of the galactics, a Pollyanna voice and so on. Initially that was a bit hard to take. But I’ll tell you where I’m at with that too.

I may emerge at the end of this looking like a guy who led an awful lot of people down the wrong path. But I’m risking all of that because, out of a lifetime of research, everything I’ve read, everything I feel tells me that what’s happening is real, authentic, beneficent, and valuable, even if we lack proof of it.

We humans have suffered for millennia because of our short-sightedness and servility. I want neither to be shortsighted nor servile.  I will not be fooled by Illuminati attempts to sic us on each other, such as they do with us and President Obama. I will not allow myself to be subject to irritation and agitation because the Company of Light is taking longer than we’d like to bring in Disclosure and NESARA.

I’m not concerned with sounding like a Pollyanna or risking betting on the wrong horse. Nor am I hedging my bets by putting some money on this square and some on the other. Here is my net worth and I’m betting it entirely on the Company of Light.

I won’t come crying to you if this turns out to be a sham. I’ll take my lumps and go sell pencils on a street corner. But so long as things look credible but simply tardy, I’m going to beaver myself into the ground supporting this scenario.  This is not some run for the Presidency or selling you shampoo. This is our future and we’re learning every day the skills to make that future glorious.

I can’t show you results. I can’t show you one penny having come from NESARA to date. I’ve never met a galactic and yet I still hold the space for their arrival and for infinite good coming from that.

There is work to do. There isn’t time to complain and there isn’t time to think of ourselves. You can join me in that or not. Either is fine. But, however it’s received and however it looks, I follow the words of the prophet: As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.

Footnotes

(1) I originally said “3″ but I just reread Ellie’s note to Dave Schmidt and it actually says 5, because her daughter’s family has no money either.

6 Comments on “As For Me and My House”

1. annanderson

   December 5, 2011

   

   I hear you, Steve, I really do.
2. Sharda Chaitanya

   December 6, 2011

   

   That’s good, really good and I get that as lightworkers it is our responsibility to take the high road. Ascension is happening, no matter how you do the math. If the Galactics come or NOT, if their spacecraft arrive or NOT, whatever the scenario will ultimately BECOME, we must always live in our truth as BEST as possible. Than means keep vigilant in love, goodness, kindness and generosity of spirit. We need to be grounded and firm in our own spiritual practices. In fact, that is what SaLuSa said today: “Everyone will at some stage be offered the same opportunity to rise up, but it comes with conditions as you have to apply yourself to lifting up your vibrations… You cannot just walk straight into Ascension…you have to change your life to one that mirrors the new vibrations.” We lift our vibration by practicing our spirituality, and living it. Then spirituality, the duality of it, in a sense drops off, as we then embodied it, we are it. I must be my own goddess, my own highest self, then I can neither be disappointed nor taken by surprise.
3. wolfke74

   December 6, 2011

   

   Hi all,

   Instead of us waiting for the Galactics and so on to come down, we have to go up and meet them in 5D dimension, increasing our light and our Love.
   Here we come…..

   Annanderson: I agree with you that it is US that we are waiting for, but a little bit of help from the Galactics goes a long way

   Namaste Lisa
4. wolfke74

   December 6, 2011

   

   Sorry correction: the last post is meant for Sharda instead of Annanderson…sorry
5. Sharda Chaitanya

   December 6, 2011

   

   Indeed. But something else struck me. A few things, actually. And that is, first, my own detachment from the impending arrival of our Galactic Brethren. I think I need to be a bit more aware that my positive thoughts and joy in their eventual landing is something that IGENUINELY LOOK FORWARD to! And I need to honor that, too. Because, the other thing is, I believe SaLuSa said, it is our own anticipation (paraphrasing here) that is helping propel them closer to the disclosure date. And this really made me think. And of course. I use the LOA for so many things, why not this? Because I always saw it as “being on them” to do IT. But every time one of us thinks about them, it’s like a small invitation for us to meet. It may seem obvious, but it clicked something “on” for me.

   With kind regards,
   Sharda
6. Dannu StarSeed

   December 6, 2011

   

   I agree i have the same blind faith in the company of light. I trust they are there – no evidence no personal signals to me but i just know they are there and they are doing there best at the moment. Its now that you have to forget everything around you in this chaos and trust your inner self – you know the truth. I trust that inner knowing – its a knowingness. You just know. I dont take part in taking people apart people, what good will that do. If you dont agree on something – just leave the conversation each soul is free to believe what they want to believe. But dont lower your vibration by attacking people. Is that oneness? Maybe that soul that differs from you opinion is not there yet to see your idea or vision. But they will get there. Its like our children – sometimes they dont see it as an adult but like a child. They act like children cause they are still immature to understand certain things in life. And we dont get angry and insult them – well i hope not. But the point is we are patient with our children and wait until they get more mature to understand things better. I think spiritually it must be same we must have more patients and kindness until souls can catch up to where you are as a soul if feel you are much more advanced in spirit.

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